Laying in my comfy bed in my room in my apartment, which is located in NYC. My bed is so much more comfy than the one back in nj probably because it’s bigger and it’s a Japanese style bed. I love it! I’m almost done decorating my room; I just need a couple more things to finish it off and I’m good! Haven’t decided yet though if I want a tv. I probably should decide soon since I’m gonna need to get more stuff for this gigantic wall if I don’t.
I’m ready to go back to the city now. There’s nothing left for me here, as much as I love my hometown. All my friends have left and I’m pretty much clawing my eyes with the fact of how bored I am. Tay and I just take pictures, photography and what not, but its so much better in the city than it is here. As much as I miss my friends, I need to start doing my own thing and the only place I can do that is NYC. It’s not like I have apartment or anything. Why am I not living there?
People need to shut up…first it was Arcade Fire winning video of the year and people not knowing who they are…WELL YOU PROBABLY LISTEN TO SHITTY MUSIC. Now its Tyler, the Creator. People do know his songs. SO CHILLLLLLLLLL. Just because none of the mainstream artists won does not mean you have permission to judge. Dummies.
Last night I fell asleep at 9:50pm because there was nothing else to do. It was quite sad actually and then I wake up at 6:15 am to look outside my window and see that the neighbors gigantic tree in the front of their house had snapped in half. It should have fell on our house but we are really lucky it didn’t. There was also a snapped wire that is also on their house and my nana said that it was sparking before she had called the cops. (My Nana to the rescueeee) Other then that, roads in town are closed and there are some trees that fell over, but nothing too serious. Driving was easy, but everything was closed. I guess its another day to be bored.
Although I’d love to be in a relationship right now, pondering wild thoughts of him and planning cute dates, I am terrified of getting too close to someone. It scares me when I develop feelings for someone, because I know that I will eventually become bored and leave. And that is such a terrible…
I don’t usually blog other peoples post, but I had to make an exception. Plus this is my roommate I am reblogging and pretty much, we think the same way when it comes to this topic. Yep.
I honestly hate being a girl with emotions. Like the bros say, girls are fucking crazy and thats the truth. I will forever agree with them 100 percent. I am a girl, I should know. Though I am not as crazy as some, there are some pretty fucking crazy girls out there…So here is me being an emotional girl:
Said goodbye to Kyle and Austin tonight…Hated it. I already started missing them when I helped Kyle pack and then when Austin said bye to me half an hour ago. The worst.